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Breaking Point
I gave myself a deep cut
Slowly I felt the pain sleep away
Can't tell whether its night or noon day
All I see are flashes of light and everything blur
If I live through this,what story will I tell about the scar?
Will they even listen?
Or will they assume am seeking attention
These cuts take me to a safe heaven
A place free from condemnation
Slowly blood oozes out
The relief that comes after that
It takes away all doubt
That am doing something right
No more self pity
Just myself in that place am truly happy
Then the bleeding stops
Dizziness kicks in
Deep sensational pain from the wrist
Followed by difficulty in breathing
In that moment I struggle to live again
Waiting for next time to get rid of this pain
Next time to make the cuts even deeper