I wanna stop looking at the door hoping you'll show up.
I wanna stop checking my phone and maybe even say, "what's up?".
I wanna stop cancelling my plans just to be with you.
I wanna stop being always available for you.
I wanna stop following you.
And amidst my busy schedule, I wanna stop thinking of you.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna stop loving you.
I just wanna start loving myself more than I love you.