Staring at the walls,
With blind thoughts,
Blaming the current state,
Knowing nothing about that,
Killing time in lonliness,
Craving for sense of satiation,
Comforting myself
To hope for the better times.

Growing agony,
Within myself,
Can't find a way out,
Fighting with self.
Cold thoughts,
Unknown feelings,
Making their room,
Adding another chamber
To my four chambered heart.

Thousands of formless...