Ezra, 25

June. 14th, 2023-
Thank God I'm not home, if I had to spend another minute there I was sure I'd break something. Again. Today at work Julie noticed the scar on my forearm, her
concern was that it was too close to my wrist. Lucky guess, right? So much for wearing long sleeves in the summer. I told her some bullshit to make her stop
asking about it, and although some part of me was grateful that she was concerned it didn't seem like it was all about me; her eyes were teary, glassy. And she looked like it caused her a minute physical pain when I turned down any more advances on the topic. Maybe she lost someone, I don't know. I didn't bother to
ask, I honestly just didn't have the energy today. I don't have the energy at all for anything actually. Being at home is driving me crazy, being at work in that fucking game store all day is driving me crazy, and trying to write this out right now is ALSO driving me crazy. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this at all, I can
barely believe I'm doing it. Buuuuuut, even after all that, there's great news! Extra sauce and...