You're all I think about
I make up scenarios in my head all day long,
I dream about you coming back to me.
I see you in my visions confessing
that you can't see life without me
just as I can't see mine without you.

I smile when I see you
because I can't imagine the pain you must also be going through when you see me.
I love you,
but this love wants from me
what I can't afford
as much as it wants from
you what you don't wanna give.

I stay clear of you
and I try to keep my mind off you.
Until our stars align or
until I forget all about you,
whatever happens first.
But you were my first love
but will be forever in my heart.

I won't rush to get rid of these fantasies
because even though they cause me pain,
they make me feel alive.
I love you,
I miss you
and you'll forever be in my heart.
K...

Deolinda