I am my own person
Don't need no bossing me around certainly
Feeling depressed cuz I don't have anyone to talk about my fears
So sick of all these tears
Always getting yelled at for being me
Sometimes I don't think it was ever meant to be
What if I don't graduate from school?
Then I would never ever rule
I'm just a single shy girl who barely finds where she can belong
It always feels like I'm just doing everything wrong
Finding the worst thing for every situation
Think I have a crush but that's even more confusing
My life is a mess and I truly mean that
Sapphire flames in my bones
Spirts through the roads
Why is my life like this?
But Sapphire keeps finding me
Lifting up my spirit
Wanting to scream out but don't want people to hear it
Sometimes I regret life but I know there's something worth living for
But dealing with the thoughts of having problems
Cuz I've been dealing with some issues this winter
I am worth it just not perfect
And that's how people are meant to feel
Trying to conceal
© Rosie