I know what you are.

Mom,

They asked me how I was affected,

at the situations you exposed an reflected.

Did you know what it was like as a child feeling alone?

Your sitting right next to me but you're not really home.

I prayed to God to help you...

So I could have the mom back that I once knew.

Take a deep breathe mom…

Im with you.

Time after time you tried to explain….

Why Im 10 years old watching the addiction you maintain.

Why are you so angry all the time?

I don't know what I did?

But until you got your fix

alone in your room you hid.

Why wasn't I important like the addiction was to you?

You dropped me off at Grandma's

an said this will half to do.

When you left I wondered why you didn't want me.

And if it was because I made you angry..,

If so..

then mommy I'm sorry!

I can be GOOD!

I can do BETTER!

Just PLEASE mom as long as we can be together.

An you left...

an did what you thought mattered.

Did you know in that driveway you left my well being shattered?

Grandma would cry when id cry and i didn't understand.

This cant the life for me that you had planned.

Grandma would...