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Whims of an artist
I want to make it mine,
I want to go even deeper in the depths of my endless passion
I want to get lost, no, find myself in this divine ocean
Everytime I'm aware of you,
I want to feel the love of creation flowing through my veins,
Igniting every cell of my brain.

What are the costs to pay?
How do i survive this feeling day after day?
There's a line as fine,
as the thinnest red thread.
My heart is filled with dread.
A fine line between falling into despair,
with millions of failed attempts.
inadequate, maybe it's too late
And rising to vanity with progress
hurt by the slightest rejection,
addicted to validation.
Everything, my boundaries are blurred.

I walk on this line step by step,
Balancing between
confidence and modesty
Lightning and thunder
The over and under
I'm a funambulist, an artist at its finest.

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