I can’t breathe
I can’t tell what it is
I feel like there is something inside my heart that needs to let go.
I can’t find any words to describe it.
The feeling that I feel
It’s killing me
I’m stuck. I’m lost
In things in thoughts
I’m drowning. I’m frowning
With the life that I’m living
Things are going on in my mind
Questioning myself
‘What life has become?’
Trying to make it all mine
Not knowing I disdain them
Becoming new was my only way to make it better
But in a way I’ve hurt them
Changing ME was the way to do better
But I didn’t notice that I change the whole thing around
‘Lies’ has become my best friend
Questions they asked
I couldn’t answer
The only way I could escape was LIE
I lied and lied till it become my habit
Till I could not escape from it
Funny how I thought it was my escape but instead it traps me.


© M. Danh