Half love half regret
It all started with us smiling at each other and introducing ourselves.
Honestly I was never into you because you were different, descent, sweet and kind.
And I always thought you were full of shit. No one could be that sweet, that nice, that kind.
I figured you were hiding a dark, ugly secret behind that sweetness.
Our friend circle was same, so I slowly got to know you better, I started noticing how pure your soul was, and I realised you really are that sweet.
Then by the end of the first week I first saw you, your hair all messed up, standing with a bunch of guys who I called my so called brothers, we started talking more, the more we talked, the more I fell for you.
And remember when we exchanged our numbers, that was the happiest day of my life till now.
Oh my god you were my first love, it was the never ending love I thought.
I used to daydream about you and me together and when you told me that you love me, it was saturday night I remember, I felt like I was floating in the sky I don't know why.
Only god knows how much I prayed for us, I wanted this "us" to last forever.
But the fate had other plan for us,
"You" my first ever love started changing yourself, you started to surround yourself with girls who were eventually prettier than me.
This you and me I always thought will end up together.
This "us" bond started getting weaker.
I first thought I am delusional, but was not that stupid to ignore your behaviour.
At first you were the best and slowly you started being worst.
I don't like to say this but you and me were never meant to be together.
It was better for both of us, so I let you go.
I let you go far away from me, And now what a funny fate of mine you are still around me but with a girl in your arms who isn't me.
© lizzz
Honestly I was never into you because you were different, descent, sweet and kind.
And I always thought you were full of shit. No one could be that sweet, that nice, that kind.
I figured you were hiding a dark, ugly secret behind that sweetness.
Our friend circle was same, so I slowly got to know you better, I started noticing how pure your soul was, and I realised you really are that sweet.
Then by the end of the first week I first saw you, your hair all messed up, standing with a bunch of guys who I called my so called brothers, we started talking more, the more we talked, the more I fell for you.
And remember when we exchanged our numbers, that was the happiest day of my life till now.
Oh my god you were my first love, it was the never ending love I thought.
I used to daydream about you and me together and when you told me that you love me, it was saturday night I remember, I felt like I was floating in the sky I don't know why.
Only god knows how much I prayed for us, I wanted this "us" to last forever.
But the fate had other plan for us,
"You" my first ever love started changing yourself, you started to surround yourself with girls who were eventually prettier than me.
This you and me I always thought will end up together.
This "us" bond started getting weaker.
I first thought I am delusional, but was not that stupid to ignore your behaviour.
At first you were the best and slowly you started being worst.
I don't like to say this but you and me were never meant to be together.
It was better for both of us, so I let you go.
I let you go far away from me, And now what a funny fate of mine you are still around me but with a girl in your arms who isn't me.
© lizzz