We love each other a lot
But if I tell you I love you it's a white lie
I can no longer feel the same way I used to feel about you
This is now torture..
I am always being abused by you
Scars.... scars are left on my body
An indication of my horrible treatment from you
You are really confusing though
Sometimes I'm being treated right,
Sometimes I get treated like I'm the biggest mistake in your life
Whenever I stand in front of the mirror
I see your marks on my body like ornaments
And I smile whenever I see them because the tears in my eyes have dried out completely
Whenever I see you I start to feel scared
Whatever you're planning to do to me I'm clueless about it but I for sure know it's going to be torture
Such a beautiful lie I'm living.....

© late_nightbird