you dont believe me?
dont believe in my efforts to be nice? kind?
you think its some sort of ploy....
of course we all are made to be suckers
as we venture out for our daily breads.

you notice the awkwardness of my love?
you can notice that it isnt entirely smooth?

you dont think i want my life to be smoother?
look at my face dear,
look at my hair
doesnt it look like the road here has been a little, bumpy?!!
cant you tell ive rocked the boat!
relax megalomaniac hysteric frantic fear of fears