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To Be Alone
I'm giving up, I'm letting go.
I tried so hard but I fail all times.
I just needed to do this right,
why can I never do what I need?
When I was just a tiny little kid,
everything was so much easier.

I don't want to face my failure,
but it's coming home tonight.
I did not reach the standard.
I thought it'd be fine but no,
nothing is ever fine nowadays.

Why do I even keep fighting?
I desire for much I can't have.
I keep fighting inside my head,
these demons that still oppress.
Can someone help me at all,
could you show me the light?

Don't text me back please no,
saying you've missed me a lot.
No one text me one more time,
just let me wither away silently.
I'll face it all when time is right,
I just can't be with anyone now.

I need to be alone, be alone.
Even through all of my loneliness,
I need to be alone.

© dats_poetry

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