Sleepless nights are the most beautiful nights the moon can ever give to you
it's just exceptional
it allows you to pour out your heart without looking at you like you're some kinder ungreatful bitch
Hence people forbid your certain feelings
said that because you are more fortunate than them
you gotta be greatful they advice you to ghost your emotional stability and forget anything that suppresses your mental health
silly me sometimes it feels so damm wrong for your heart to feel heavy because of the ill treatment you get from the people you think made you who you are this exact moment
the only time you feel comfortable in your own skin is when you do the imagination escapism routine
that's when you finally get to be your best self
you daydream yourself to sleep
everynight
and everytime you lay your thoughts to rest
it might not be Ashes to Ashes
dust to dust
but it is the thriller i never want to vacate
because each time i try to escape
i feel like i have come home to a place i know nothing of
i too dont want to name myself after fading things
so again I've given myself a nickname
(escapist)
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