So...I've been living a lie?

when you said you had to work late
and would come home smoking cigarettes
you were actually with her?
making love all night at the club?

When you said you went on a all boys tour
and you came home smelling like cologne
you were actually in a hotel?
For four days in a hotel? Gosh this is hell

why would you do this to me?
what did I ever do?
is it my fault I've been invested in us
and care so much and you?

is that what I'm paying the price for?
for loving you with all I could?
I get this a reward ?? Death would be better than this god
what are you punishing me for?

Making 5 years sound like nothing is too easy
but sweetiieee find another like me , and then we'll see!





© HennaG