Damn, Here I am again
Feeling lonely.
All I really ever wanted was...
someone to hold me.
Know me...
Not just a glimpse of who I am.
Someone to actually relate to...
Someone that understands...
Societal flam.
There's gotta be more to life
than Facebook, and Instagram.
I don't fukk with all that bullshit
'cause I know it's a scam.

Trying to ride this out like a flood
from a ruptured dam.
I'm hiding from becoming who you
think that I am.
Hiding from the teacher of this
final exam.
Abiding in my secret place...
Defying the program.

They're manipulating light to
summon darkness to prey on me...
Feed on me... Taunting me.
To try to suck my energy.
This is nothing new to me.
These attacks are all the same.
You can't touch my spirit, but I
wish you'd leave my brain.
I'm not insane...
Though life sure tries to take me there.
Must I be constantly reminded
that this world just isn't fair?!?
Who really gives a care?!!
The world don't cry over people's
hurt feelings...
Suck it up and grow a pair.
You have to bleed before there's healing.

Words that are disparaging
are apparently in.
Words have lost their merit,
a grammatical sin.
Gangsta nerds all parroting.
Inherited ignorance...
It's rather embarrassing,
and it doesn't make sense.
Discouraging looking into
the future...
Children with no parenting.
Biden! I put this on you sir!
Just look at your own children's
upbringing.

A broken nation causes broken
homes and broken people.
The hope that we once had, has been
replaced...