I think I have a flu,
yet I'm insecure, even about that.
I'm truly not sure.
What if it is my body acting up?
Pretending it is hurt,
not wanting to work up?
It's not like I exercise,
I just study a lot.
But who I'm I lying to?
I can't study, I have no focus at all.
While I'm mostly in doubt,
of what I should have done,
the first time I met with someone.
I try to remember,
the pages on my notebook,
yet I think I will not do well,
in the exam paper tomorrow
I might even fail.
I lost to those thoughts,
there are also some others,
I want to cry, but even tears ate tired.
I start seeing a movie on my head,
I remember when the sea waves
were my most...