I know the word's are fake I tried to hide
what really hides behind my mind. If reality the suck why go along for the ride. At one time we were fine or was I really blind to see who really shined. In my mind we were fine right? Oh it was all a lie, let's talk about how you tried to destroy my mind, while stomping my heart at the same time. Oh cause you are sinking you're wondering what you were thinking. Reality I was the rock, I built. Myself up from the trim I paid it forward before all of them! Family tides what tides that were already cut, I spoken about life and I quote "Tough for what?" I know I already was stabbed in my gut. I've been dragging this knife in my hand, I already understand I am bleeding out understand? You think I wanted what was underhand? You believe that you were undercover? Oh it's a relief your out and can see. What you believe no it's what you want to believe. You think my heart bleeds, and you don't see my efforts were free. Yes this betrayal is created for me, a lesson nobody understands but me. I forgive but at times my heart aches from the pain you create. You speak of neglectful mistakes you make, then blame us for your late mistakes. I seen you through tough and edgy states, telling me stories of your almost big breaks. I started to notices I idolize what was fake, I woke up to almost to late. My heart bled instead the dagger went to my hand. I understand the saying "Don't bite the hand that feeds you." What about the heart the bleeds too, it's okay nobody will believe you. They'll say "yeah it happened to me too." I smiled all the time they think being nice is a crime, or being kind is naive and a crime. I realized it, the fateful demise of my elders of my past. Their truths of proof that liars kept from me true. I know God says forgive and turn the other cheek, I have and they've made more then a price on my life. The sacrifices they've claimed again over my...