Guilty

Either you become a victim to your situation or guilty.
It's the guilty I raise my hand in.
I have the right to keep my conversation private.
I am tired of feeling nothing
I am a human too!
I am tired of me being pushed down
Mocked, made fun of
Right under the roof where it was supposed to defend this.
I can't open up anymore.
It has added a tough exterior to it.
I am scared of their judgments.
I am mortified.

How can I open up my feelings where I am criticized the heaviest?
Today, when I am bleeding again
With numb eyes and swollen brain
I raise my finger tossing it into your face
Telling,...