They said to me,
To do what they wanted to be,
I hesitated a bit,
As I contemplated my decisions,
Before I fell into the dark pit,
I knew they were wrong,
I knew I would fall,
But the feeling of acceptance,
Blocked me out of my conscience call,
I took a blind step,
I took the fall,
I fell into the dark abyss,
Where none of them heard my call,
They stood there laughing,
Told me it was alright,
They said it was good to have fun,
But here I was losing my sight,
Their words felt so hollow,
Stabbed me like the knives,
My back hurt from the burden,
The burden of my lies,
I tried to tell them ,
I tried to, when I felt uncomfortable,
They told me I was acting like a baby,
And was not being stable,
I tried to stop,
When I had enough,
But nobody saw me hurting,
For them it was just the start.

I tried to shout out for others,
I tried to call for help,
But only thing I got back in reply,
Was the echo of the words of my own self,
This time I understood,
I was the one who could help me,
I fought against them,
I wanted to be free,
Now, their friendship felt like thorns,
Pricking me at every step,
I had thought it to be a rose,
But it was only a honey locust,
Wounded me when I touched it,
Dark red seeping out of my fingers,
The pain so unbearable,
I realised that I had nothing to gain,
But everything to lose.

They extinguished my life,
The zeal that burnt long gone,
But I know it was all my fault to start with,
I can blame none,
My eagerness to impress others died,
I have no affection to ask for,
As I was cheated and lied,
Only to be left alone forever,
With all this happening,
I had my family with me,
And some friends who...