Honestly...
I don't know what to say
What to write
Cause I don't know if it's time
To move on
To say so long
Cause parts of me still miss him
But I can't play that game
We make up
We break up
You can call me
And I love you
It hurts
We're unstable
Letting go am still unable
I keep saying you broke me,you broke me
It's all gonna be just words
Cause you don't know
You can't see me show
I really need to let go
Cause it only brings pain
It's ends with tears on my pillow
While I will hollow
And drown in sorrow
Right now I feel numb
Tired and weak
A hug I seek
Am drowning and drowning
Falling and falling
Till am dieing and dieing
Am worn out
My heart am still trying to glue
But I can't if am missing you
So broken you have no clue
Am tired of wishing you knew
Tired of thinking maybe you could feel guilty
At least it would show you care
I know I sound like am really mad
But am saying this really sad
Cause I lost all I had
You...
I know I said I won't break
But my walls shake
Am out of poems for you
They all say the same thing
I miss you,I hate you and I miss you
Is it time....
It is
But I heart won't accept
Cause it's broken with regret
But the truth I can't reject
The truth is it's time
And even if you're no longer mine
I have to stay fine
I might keep breaking
I might keep crying
But I'll keep trying
It's ok if you am faking
I can try to stop my hands from shaking
Not sure I can stop me from breaking
I loved you,and I was sure
But you closed the door
Breaking me to the core
So am letting go
And letting you know
Even if you're someone I miss
I can't love you like this



@sophiedavies