‍‍Nobody knows me
Am too complicated for anyone to understand
No one can love someone so emotionally damaged
I am completely alone
And am the only one to blame
Because I never opened up people who seemed to care
      It's like I have built a  safe room in my mind and I don't let anyone in
And am scared to let anyone in cause I don't want anyone to have the opportunity to hurt me
So I won't blame you if you also desert me
     Am just too complicated
Am stuck in a time loop of pain
But nobody see it cause I carry myself boldly
Am bleeding
You would  see  that If you just  take some time to look into my ocean eyes
Am doing my best but still  getting nowhere
My mind has inprisoned me
And has left me wondering
Whether or not am gonna ever feel okay
Or am I gonna die this way
Feeling empty
And lonely

© owen