"Let him be happy" I said to myself
covered in tears
"do you remember when he used to wipe your tears?
When you used to sleep together hugged?
When you used to laugh and watch funny videos on YouTube?
Do you remember when he didn't let you sleep angry?
When he cooked for you because you said you like his pasta?
When he used to massage your feet and back when you were tired?
When he used to write you songs?
When his lips felt soft as silk and his hugs were warm as a blanket?
You remember,don't you?" I tell to myself..trying not to text him
but I do remember when he also lied to me,when he hurt me through agonizing words.
I remember when we were together and we would argue,i was frustrated because he didn't know how to make me calm.
He was a blessing because without him I wouldn't know what love is.
"Then why did you leave him? Why did you leave him at his worst? Why did you put him through hard moments just to leave when he disrespects you? You...