Aaj Aakhiri Baar
Suno...aaj aakhiri baar kuch kehna chahti hoon tumhe, isiliye thora swarthi banke kahungi..
meri baat sunoge na?
Agar aaj achanak main khuda ko pyari ho jau to
mere antim sanskar par aakhiri dua dene aoge na?
Agar achanak zindagi ke is mushkil safar me tumhara sath chor doon to
kisi doosre ko apna hamsafar banaoge nehi na?
Agar aaj ye hamari aakhri mulakat ho to
tumhare phone par rkhi mere tasveero ko dekh mujhe yaad kroge na?
Agar library me aaj ham akhiri baar paas baithe ho to
kalse tumhari paas wali seat mere rooh ke liye khali rkhoge na?
Agar college ke is chhat par aaj aakhri baar sath ho to
kal se har roz bas.. attendance ke liye college aaoge na?
Agar tumhare sath meri aaj akhiri chat hui ho to
hamare un khaas baato ko screenshot leke apne paas hifazat se rkhoge na?
Agar alfaaz tum meri awaz me aaj akhiri baar sune rahe to
har raat sone se pehle bas ekbaar hamari call recording sunoge na?
Agar tumhara haath aaj akhiri baar pkra ho to
kisi aur ka haath kabhi aur nehi thamoge na?
Agar tumko aaj aakhiri baar sehlaya ho to
kisi aur ko kabhi khudko us andaaz se choone nehi doge na?
Agar sach me mere jaane se aankho se nehi, tumhare dil me ashqon ka izhaar ho to
apne us dil me meri vo jagah kisi aur ko nehi doge na?
Agar aajtak kabhi fool dene ka mauka na mila ho to
shraaddh par mere gulab ka guldasta leke aoge na?
Agar haste waqt tumhare gaalo me hone wali in jannat gaddhom ko main aaj aakhiri baar dekh rahi to
mere na hone ke bavajood bhi bs meri aatma ki shanti ke liye in gaddhon ke sath muskuraoge na?
Agar kabhi bahon me lene ka mauka na mila ho to
mere us haar pehnayi tasveer ko kaske apne seene se lagaoge na?
Agar meri jlti chita ke samne tumhare nam aankhon ko dekh koi puche "bahut achchi dost thi na tumhari" to
"Dost nehi, mohabbat thi hamari" ye fakr se sbko bataoge na???
Aakhir us din apne jazbaat zaahir kroge na?
Zaahir kroge na....
© Eshita Ghosh
meri baat sunoge na?
Agar aaj achanak main khuda ko pyari ho jau to
mere antim sanskar par aakhiri dua dene aoge na?
Agar achanak zindagi ke is mushkil safar me tumhara sath chor doon to
kisi doosre ko apna hamsafar banaoge nehi na?
Agar aaj ye hamari aakhri mulakat ho to
tumhare phone par rkhi mere tasveero ko dekh mujhe yaad kroge na?
Agar library me aaj ham akhiri baar paas baithe ho to
kalse tumhari paas wali seat mere rooh ke liye khali rkhoge na?
Agar college ke is chhat par aaj aakhri baar sath ho to
kal se har roz bas.. attendance ke liye college aaoge na?
Agar tumhare sath meri aaj akhiri chat hui ho to
hamare un khaas baato ko screenshot leke apne paas hifazat se rkhoge na?
Agar alfaaz tum meri awaz me aaj akhiri baar sune rahe to
har raat sone se pehle bas ekbaar hamari call recording sunoge na?
Agar tumhara haath aaj akhiri baar pkra ho to
kisi aur ka haath kabhi aur nehi thamoge na?
Agar tumko aaj aakhiri baar sehlaya ho to
kisi aur ko kabhi khudko us andaaz se choone nehi doge na?
Agar sach me mere jaane se aankho se nehi, tumhare dil me ashqon ka izhaar ho to
apne us dil me meri vo jagah kisi aur ko nehi doge na?
Agar aajtak kabhi fool dene ka mauka na mila ho to
shraaddh par mere gulab ka guldasta leke aoge na?
Agar haste waqt tumhare gaalo me hone wali in jannat gaddhom ko main aaj aakhiri baar dekh rahi to
mere na hone ke bavajood bhi bs meri aatma ki shanti ke liye in gaddhon ke sath muskuraoge na?
Agar kabhi bahon me lene ka mauka na mila ho to
mere us haar pehnayi tasveer ko kaske apne seene se lagaoge na?
Agar meri jlti chita ke samne tumhare nam aankhon ko dekh koi puche "bahut achchi dost thi na tumhari" to
"Dost nehi, mohabbat thi hamari" ye fakr se sbko bataoge na???
Aakhir us din apne jazbaat zaahir kroge na?
Zaahir kroge na....
© Eshita Ghosh