January was my month,
Hadn't met you or anyone.
Life was good I was fine,
Didn't argue with no one.
Came February,
You walked into my life.
Didn't know you were a demon back then,
Saw a sweet little man.
Tinier than Tinker Bell,
But comes with big problems.
March, April we were fine.
Petty little fights but,
We were still good.
Sweet texts and blushing too.
Happy moments,
Burst into laughter all the time.
May, I found out you had a girl.
Didn't know so I blocked you.
Broke up with you for a week,
You kept chasing and I was weak.
June, July made myself a fool.
We'd fight day and night.
I'd break up with you all the time,
Get back together and repeat the cycle.
August, September you loved me a little too much.
I enjoyed that time.
Was my second best time with you.
When October arrived,
You almost cheated and,
That wasn't even funny.
Got arrested for something you didn't do.
Visited you with some food.
Bought gifts to cheer you up when you come back then,
Bailed you out,
That was fun.
In November for the first time,
I could see I was losing you.
You wanted me away from you.
Chose her over me then,
Wanted us to break up.
Begged you to stay.
Stayed a week and noticed our love was being forced.
Went back home and the fights began.
I did things I never did before for you.
But you gave up on our love without a fight.
Now I'm gonna be single in December.
This loneliness will carry me to January and,
I hope to meet you in February.
Please do not meet me in February,
Where we first met.

© Mine Vitan