Drug ballad- story of an addict..
(I was a drug addict a few years back..I am sharing some dark past of mine and how I survived from that.. Hoping it might help..)
Well, I was 17 when a friend of mine asked me if I wanted to try something new..
I thought why not, I went with him and it changed my life, I wish then I knew!
He took me to a man at riverside and bought a packet of something, it was white..
I didn't know what that was then but I was feeling it's something not right!
I saw he torn the packet put some of it on his hand and sniffed that all..
I was curious also afraid so I denied it, he laughed at me saying you have no balls!
It hurt my ego, I took some and sniffed that fast and shit..
I won't gonna lie to you, I was feeling so damn great and happy I have to admit!
I heard he was saying something but I was feeling I was not there..
I couldn't control myself, I was drunk before but it was too strong to compare!
That's the beginning, slowly I became slave to this habit..
It was helping me to forget my stress so I fooled myself by saying what would happen by just taking a bit??
I belong to a middle class family and it was far more expensive than my can of beer..
I started to steal money from my parents, I was so desperate...
Well, I was 17 when a friend of mine asked me if I wanted to try something new..
I thought why not, I went with him and it changed my life, I wish then I knew!
He took me to a man at riverside and bought a packet of something, it was white..
I didn't know what that was then but I was feeling it's something not right!
I saw he torn the packet put some of it on his hand and sniffed that all..
I was curious also afraid so I denied it, he laughed at me saying you have no balls!
It hurt my ego, I took some and sniffed that fast and shit..
I won't gonna lie to you, I was feeling so damn great and happy I have to admit!
I heard he was saying something but I was feeling I was not there..
I couldn't control myself, I was drunk before but it was too strong to compare!
That's the beginning, slowly I became slave to this habit..
It was helping me to forget my stress so I fooled myself by saying what would happen by just taking a bit??
I belong to a middle class family and it was far more expensive than my can of beer..
I started to steal money from my parents, I was so desperate...