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still you.
ㅤㅤ
You have brought me a thousand heartbreaks,
left me bleeding with a plethora of bruises,
yet, without the sickening sensation of loving you,
i am nothing but a barren land, itching for a shower,
nothing but a writer, with a garden of raging flames.

I have a mountain of letters, written solely for you, never to be sent out, because in there are words, better left unsaid, and a mirage of the whirlpool of my emotions, that shouldn't have ever surfaced. In all my lies and facades, I have loved you and even if I claimed to have not, you are the one I would watch the world burn for.

With every nasty breathe I would take, I will forever be enslaved by the possibility of us, even if you would end up, whispering the name of another. I would watch you walk away, with the tears of a lifetime, wilt away under the absence of your touch, but unloving you would never be an answer to my heartache. After all,...