help me jesus im lost again
anxiety is not my friend
mental illness is causing me anguish
a path and a road its hard to distinguise
am i going to heaven or hell?
if hell then why am i living in its cell?
im being locked in this cage
possesed by the demons of bpd
and bipolar
my ptsd why is everyone laughing at me?
im in a loop
im stuck in the noose
its pulling on my vocal chords i cannot speak
the truth? what is that? it cant let me think
im reaching out to you god but nothing is changing
i feel worse please dont leave me hanging
i know im a sinner lord but i cant break these chains
im sick of the devil playing these games
my thoughts have became their playground
im being tortured by every sound
of his lies keeping me abound
please jesus please save me
i need a change in my behavior
i need you as my mental health savior

( inspired by Clayton Jennings poem Help Me Jesus)

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