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main aur mera badla hua kirdaar..
bahut choti umr se hi
mere jivan mei maine
hmesha hi mere rishto ko
bhut adhik ahmiyat di,

pr kisi insaan ke hone ya
uske jivan ei na hone mei
kitna adhik
frk pad jata hei ye
maine tb jana
jb maine achank se
apne pita ko
kho diya,
pahli bar maine ek rishta
khoya,ek aisa rishta
jo jivan mei
bhut adhik zaroori tha..

unke na hone se jana ki
ek insaan ka jana
hmare jivan se
kaisa hota hei,
wo sadma aisa laga
ki uske baad
se maine jo bhi
mere dil azeez rishte
rahe unhe jitna jyada ho sake
woqt dena shuru kr diya..
bina apne woqt ki
ahmiyat samjhe
kyunki mere ander
mere apno ko
khone ka dr baith gaya
koi kuch bhi kahe kitna bhi
misbehave kare
kuch bhi galat kare
pr maine sab bhul kr
bs khud ko hmesha
apne rishto ko
smrpit kr diya
jiske sideeffect
ye bhi huye ki
maine unke jivan mei
apni ahmiyat kho di,
unhe laga ki
mere paas karne ko kuch nahi
isliye main unke paas available
rhata hoon,
phir ek woqt aaya ki dil itna hurt ho gaya unhi rishto se
itni chotein mili ki
ek din maine khud ko hi
kho diya
mere ander main kb mr gaya
mujhe pata hi nahi chla
aaj jo hei wo ek naya kirdaar hei

jise mere khud ke liye
samjhna mushkil
ho raha hei...

kitni ajeeb si baat hei
ki jin rishto ke liye hm
khud ko bhul jate hei wahi rishte
hme itna dard de dete hein ki
hm ander hu ander khtm ho jate hein..

aisa nahi ki ab mujhe dard nhi hota abhi bhi mere rishte mujhe bhut pyare hein
pr ab main bs unke liye dur rah kr duaayein karta hoon is se jyada na mujhme karne ki
himmat hei na chahat....



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