I was startled
I was scared
I felt intimidated
I felt inferior
I was devastated
I was doomed
Would I ever see sunshine?
Would I ever feel joy?
Would I ever feel the atmosphere?
Would I ever see light again?
Am I to live in pity?
Am I to live in sorrow?
Am I to live with no joy?
Am I to live with no hope?
All my dreams crashed,
All my hope lost,
All my goals destroyed
I have no purpose,
I have no dreams,
I have no joy,
...