Disappointments Denial and Desperation
Are frequent occupant in the vehicle to my life destination
I feel like I am cursed,
Cuz life keep giving what I want not

And my failure they keep throwing in my face
And every waking day things keep going out of place
Living like I am stuck in a circle
Broken and bruised by life tackles

And at war with my self bcus of the things I know
Left & right no one beside me i am on my own
Everyone taste this pain and its my turn
But like a house in fire I was left to burn

Left alone betrayed by those who where meant to guide me
It no surprise I trust I trust not those beside me
I am chaos , a disaster waiting to happen
And I am responsible for the web i am trapped in

My life is a disaster and that's the truth
It not negativity, if there's good I need a proof
As each day comes to an end I am afraid of the next
And it no doubt my life is a test

And it gets harder everyday
Cuz I keep failing in every way
While others were afraid of their demons
I made friends with mine

© Ra's Tafari