In this distorted place of my mind
I have so much to hide.
The pain covered by a smile ,
screams inside my mind.
No one can help no one to held,
can't give up I have to pretend.
This destruction is the new time to born.
God won't help I have to be alone.
Overcome the fear,
Bear the pain I can't share,
my sins , my karma are only part of me.
carry them to my way to destiny.
Feel the pain just to gain.
A silent voice in me gives an order to restrain.
It just a start from my side,
I have made a decision I have to abide.
God don't exist that's all I have known ,
I am the one who has to move on.


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