I feel tears building up ,
but they refuse to escape down my eyes anymore.
I feel my heart steadily aching ,
but I'm addicted to the pain even so.

I feel myself exhausted ,
but there's no rest .
i feel myself broken ,
but there's no healing this time.

i feel hopeless,
but I'm lonely....and therefore bounded.
i feel myself turning vile,
but now I'm numb.