I stood at the edge of my life searching for its purpose,
The meaning of my sole existence
What will happen if I perish, I supposed.
I never realized the darkness in me destroying my heart and soul,
Tormenting me without contempt,
It took me as a victim and drowned me whole.
I had no more intentions for I don’t want to cope,
For my nightmares and reality got blended
And left me with no reason to hope.
I thought we call this as sadness,
Taught us during our kindergarten,
I decided to grapple it all...