[pt 2 of 'The Widows Perspective']

December 11

The coldness never bothered me before.

But that was before...

Before you stopped holding me at night.

Before my hands remembered how it felt to freeze, because yours weren't entwined with myne.

The coldness never bothered me until this past week when.

Until you weren't there to rub my socks less feet.

'Stubborn lizz' you'd always say.

I miss those days.

The days when you kept me warm...
When our house felt like home

I miss you.

Harper keeps saying it'll be ok

I should believe her God knows I try
But...