They say people will change in time,
I think I haven't changed a bit,
Still I'm thinking of how we have been,
I wonder will I get back,
But now we're so afar from each other,
I don't know how we'll meet,
Long time no see I even wonder,
Do you remember my name?

I know it started by chance,
But how can it end alike,
I never thought about a full stop,
But it ended with just a space,
I just need a reason so I can,
Sigh that it's all my fault,
But what about now?
We had nothing to,blame on one?

They say it's because it's fake,
I never thought like that,
All the way we came along,
I never felt like that,
But someone in my mind telling,
That it's just a lasting feeling,
Is that so,do you get all tired,
And you're no where near to me?

So this is for you ex-bestfriend,
I just remembered how nice we were,
But all just shattered in the middle,
And we got apart in time,
I can't curse you,curse me,curse no one,
May be it's just faith had played on me,
But I hope you remember me atleast,
I hope you still think of past days..

Is that easy for you to survive,
Do I get replaced by someone?
But know that I'm still one and have none like you,
Cause I can't replace memories,
Do you changed a lot that,
I can see you having fun with them,
All the people you said won't be friends,
Are now having joy with you...

Is that my fault? or just only curse?
Beacuse of me,do I lost you forever?
It's true I tried to kill me,
And you helped me to get back,
Made me stronger than before,
And I felt I can go through..

But..now just know..
I'm feeling like how I felt before,
Thinking of killing me,
Cause I have none to replace you,
But I'm scared of doing everything,
To live,To leave,To even see you...

So I'm sorry for the last time,
We may never see again,
Maybe I'll be with the stars,
I hope you'll think just once,
That you had a friend whome you used to do,
All the kind of fun all days,
And now I want you to.....
Just remember...

© trusfrated.girl