I remain in my mind,
deep in thought is where I stay
no telling what thoughts I'll find
illusions, confusions and sometimes delusions ,

although,

I'm able to correctly, differentiate,
I'm able to see the difference,
between the conscious thought,
and abstract thinking allowing my mind to give imagination,
and life.
My Lucidity in dreaming is unparalleled.
I wake up as though I've left a movie theater,
well rested and charged with inspiration,
simultaneously understanding,
this mental stimulation of my Dream world, is experienced.
I'd almost rather stay sleeping.
Because my mind is like a sketch pad,
and my soul is the pencil,
eraser and any tool you can imagine,
to create a work of art.

Containing the ability to destroy.
if i could critically think ana process,
aside do now,
only,
long time ago,
Maybe then I would be able to prevent this grief, despair, and utter depression.
being a fauilure removed all trace of spiritually driven, longevity.
the...