My airways seem to tighten
Anytime you choose not to see me
My own eyes widen
As to what chronic pain this may be
You weren't mine from the start
You just like to play with all
What's with my defiant heart?
Why for you she had to fall?
How can I feel jealous over you?
When you've never ever been mine
Most of your words are not half true
The sad truth I can not decline
My heart sounds too pitiful
You're well aware of how she beats
Yet you do break her and be cruel
To crush her crumbs under your heels
I guess I can't blame anyone
I know I'm the one at fault
I'm my own doom brought upon
The irony is I'm called smart
You don't care for me or my words 
Knowing all too well how much it means
So I've decided to not care for yours
This is the way it should have been
Not your blacks and whites anymore
I need to paint my canvas anew
Your shades have become such bore
I guess I need some green or blue

© DawnS.M