I sharpened my tongue so my words would hurt whenever I spoke
I was tired of being the idiot boy so I,
Achieved to be somebody but I was dedicated to being a nobody
Every time I looked in the mirror,
My life would flash and my eyes would roll from the disappointment I had found in myself
Who was I?
What was I destined to be or become?
Succumbed to my injuries but that wasn't enough
They battled me even though I was already dead to get an easy win and to make me swallow dirt
I was used to pain so it didn't hurt but it made my heart small enough to know that in a world full of everybody and somebody,
I was the only nobody
Driven into the rabbit hole and forced to be attacked in a position where I couldn't move
I shaved my head thinking that my thoughts would vanish but they only came back stronger
Longer
Forceful
Why...