It's now four months since my agreement was terminated.
I was at first stunned.
On how my life will be without compensation
How was I to get by without teaching
teaching and eating free school dinner to be explicit
Indeed, teaching is all that I knew.

Mum, now you are blaming me for being languid.
Blaming me for resting 24 hours
In any case, how I wish you could realize what I am experiencing.
Stress and depression have become my companions.
I don't rest as you are calling it.
Am still in delinquent situation
Don't have the foggiest idea what would I be able to do

Your words yesterday resembled a blade that was prepared to kill me.
Mum, you should be my comforter at this moment.
I have no other companion as of now.
All have fled away because I can't buy them champagne.
I thought they were good dudes
I have acknowledged they were most certainly not.

Your adoration mum will mend my messed up heart.
I needn't bother with a rehab to mend it.
You are the best physician have ever known.
Try not to toss me merely as the others have done.
Continue nursing my physical condition, darling.
Tomorrow will be extraordinary.
I am confident I will be an overcome
© Jay boyshaud