Inspired in the squid game scene in Kang Sae byok's perspective ‹3

Invaded by an immense calm, not peace,
Anxiety doesn't exist in these moments.
I just stay there until it happens.
I don't wait for it,
Just focusing on the present.

Wanting time not to pass makes you more attentive,
Not sure if I want time to go by slowly or for it to happen now.
Memories appear, but they don't absorb me.
Why...