If only

If I wrote something beautiful enough would you come back?

No.

My words were never the problem.

And here I sit
just twiddling my thumb

just want to be fit
be done with this bit

Just wanted to run.

if I had a gallon of water

for every piece of garbage
that needed to pop out of my throat

then the rainforest would still be wet.

But that doesn't make sense.

neither does the pressure squeezing out my brain.

Comparable to the pressure squeezing my brain.

just want a crystal fragment

cinnamon spicy
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