You have taken me to a place. That I don't have any part of. I don't belong here. You say stay with me. But I answer. This is not home. This is a place you try to make it your own. I won't be forced to stay. You whisper in my ears and say, don't leave me. But your action is not real. You are the one who traps. As for me, I can fly with the birds. How can I grow with you? If you don't want to take that step with me. Do I walk alone, or will you take that step to save us? But I hear the same words all the time. I look in your eyes. Hold your hand. If you don't let go, what keeps you here? I will have to close the door behind me. I want more in life. But you can't reach me from the far. I am a free woman. I won't put myself back of the seat for no men. Not only that, but I am the only one in that, but I am free. You are trapped with the choice you made. I am free from the choices I make. Hope one day that we won't have to make that choice. Because this time the answer won't be the same. My love for you was my choice. But it can't grow if you are still trapped. Because we can't grow. I just close my eyes and picture us. Mark the world with our love. But when I open my eyes, I still see the same things. You feel like a broken promise. I can't put it back together. So when you look at me and tell me, don't live. I look at you and tell you gave me a risen. By you, the look you gave me says what I need to hear. If I have to choose to stay here. Or live and feel guilty. I realize the guilt that I couldn't feel when I was with you. I guess we are bought trapped. Then I think to myself. If I had stayed I don't think we would both made it. But if I choose to live. I take everything inside of me. Hope one day you will choose me. To know I am trapped by my emotions. But free to be myself. I have seen the light in my eyes again. I feel alive. Now you are trapped. But the things keep us apart. I don't want to be in a place. It looks like black and white. I want to see the rainbow. I want to spread my wings and fly with birds. But you are trapped in a world. That I can't see. It's a cold world you're in. It has you trapped and it controls you. It won't let you go. I pushing you with my love. But the straight it has on you. I can't beat it. So I let you go. Now is your choice. Break the hold on you. Or stay trapped with the feeling. I can't make you choose. Because your actions tell me or show me. The choice you made. I won't be trapped. I will express myself with words and motions. But this time I will have to choose me. I won't be trapped by you. You had to choose. I don't want to choose for you. Just by your actions and the broken promise you put on me. At that moment I choose myself. Because every time you go back into that dark spot. You have already chosen. My heart won't be a trap. Your eyes will always tell me the truth. I just hope and pray that you will choose me. But if you don't you won't shine for me. I can't be in a place where there is a dark feel with natives. I don't want to choose for you. Because I going to choose for me. I won't be trapped in your world.
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