Does wishing to be deaf makes me selfish?
'Cause I'm tired of being called a foolish.
Am I being selfish asking to be a mute?
'Cause I'm tired of talking when no one is listening.
Am I being stupid if I tell you I don't wanna see?
'Cause I'm tired seeing things that hurts me.
Will you laugh at me if I blurted out I'm tired of living?
Nevermind, you'll just call me a weakling.

I'm tired,
Tired of being me.
I'm tired,
Tired of being me.
I'm tired,
Why won't I be?
It's funny how you see me laugh,
Even if I'm not.
I'm tired of pretending,
tired of everything.
Can you give me a reason to keep living?


© -JCS