there was a girl I knew in highschool who killed herself after we graduated, and I couldnt help but to think of the similarities , she had the same name as me was a twin like me cut like me bled like me cried like me , but when she cried out into the space she was alone at home and walked down the street hooked herself up to a street sign and left herself hanging like Christmas lights in mid July because no one takes them down when someone dies. Then there was a young man just stopped a relationship with his highschool sweet heart and cut his wrists in a bathtub at home.
but the attempts have always hit me harder
being the daughter of a soldier
makes you wonder if dad will be...