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idk
This ish I've been on here lately with
my new man has been such a freaking ride,
I never thought I'd be on again,yet here I am going down into the fall of lust and it's gaining on me pretty fast it's like a blast from my past,the feelings strong only when hes playing along then they begin to fade away and it's distance throughout the day n night, I feel like he's feeling the same or maybe is he projecting it to me to make me feel the type of way he chooses me to feel,or am I stumbling into his feelings and might it be true that maybe this go round is my lucky round and my mary go round is finally through,does this feeling come from him mean anything more than just us playing a role,
♡♡♡♡♡ Does or has anyone truly ever loved me for me,or have they ever known me for me,do they like what they see,or do they hate me for whom I'm trying to not be,I guess I'm scared cause deep dwni know
the truth is true love isnt meant for me only the luscious taste of lust will I ever be able to recieve,I've got to admit this one's the best teacher n test I've ever eperienced,good God can't he just stay?? I crave the very touch of his hands upon my body,splash is extasy without taking extasy,this boy why sent to me to play the devils game ,but to I can't help it I give in,he's got something so intense and yet in distance he's far, but like the rest I have to win this game I cannot loose myself and my own way, nomatter how great the taste of this one is or how much his ways prersway my kinky mind and loving to play n tease n pornstar ways begin to play throughout my mind visions n feelings of us in beautiful intimacy total bliss omg thus does still exist!! It's dangerous to feel thus type of way,n question is even though we both pretty much know we aren't to be so,it's still plays a heavy tole as the tugs n open hearts n everything becomes insane,ur mind begins to play n show the role ur playing today n how I am in ways!!@ Heartache again cause u know deep within or just go with the flow if the wave and enjoy the role while you play and use it to guide ur way!!!
© Kimmy