Love is fucked up it doesn't show up, without fear worry and distrust, its filled with lust causes you to not give a fuck, and once you taste it you never want to give it up, you'll sell your soul for it and never can get enough, it'll call your bluff when you think your tough, then shit gets rough it reminds you that you give a fuck, once you fall you're forever stuck, awe shucks how did this shitt get so complex, i put my everything into her but shes still fuccin her ex, lies and shirts thats tie dyed all the joy she supplied shes still giving to that guy, the other cheek and the blind eye has me letting it pass bye, she was the apple of my eye now shes the reason that love died, no surrender no retreat from full clip to empty heat, bitch you bet not step out on me, I'll leave a nigga layin sleep, keep the pistol on repeat, and i don't loose i refuse on my kids id rather cheat, on my life this shit is deep, let me catch you in the sheets with any nigga that aint me, imma leave a nigga sleep howlin wolf and nervous sheep, i stay strapped to the teeth, for all of this pain I need relief, after all I've done how dare you cheat, walk in the door with out a peep, heart in my throat I can barely breathe, praying to God she's alone and asleep, with every step my knees get weak, my head is spinning my heart can't take it, guerilla on my back and I just can't shake it, it's fucked up but fuck love cause love is fuckin me, I'm battered and bruised trying not to lose while being drug by my feet, tear drops and angry thoughts I have to somehow win, loves got my head fucked and my will is wearing thin, body shaking cold sweats it's eating me alive, how can someone love another to the point that they could die, I'm on the edge feeling halfway dead there's a hole inside my heart, this parasite that they call love is tearing me apart, and all the while I dawn a smile as if everything is fine, afraid that love might disappear and leave me here to die.

Written by Orpheus The Breath Of Life
AKA Donte L. Paxton Sr.
© Orpheus The Breathe Of Life