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In the shadows of my insecurities
I can't stand watching myself in any videos
I better not watch it or better be lost
I hate seeing myself in that angle
I want you to see the shadow behind the white candle
I hate having a bad posture
All words I've been writing in this poem is sure
I hate being an overbite person
Again, this is not a con
I hate having an asymmetrical face
Am I even able to pass this phase?
I hate having broken teeth
When is me and the heaven gonna meet?
Why do I have to suffer?
It makes me feel that it will be forever
Why do I have this kind of face?
The kind of face that won't make you feel amaze
I just fucking hate it
I wanna jump off from thousands feet
I'm fucking tired
I badly want to stop this beating heart
I just hate everything about me
I guess I can't have peace, so I won't be free

© Domar Esmabe