Cuttin soul times
Oh, how time flies
Looking into my 3rd eye
I used to miss what we used to be
2 lovers under the sycamore tree
We used to laugh and dance under the moonlight
Those were some of our best nights
Long phone conversations
Silly talks that would go on for hours
When I looked up at the stars I was so happy that we were under the same constellations
You were my own personal light shower
Loving you back then was all I ever wanted
Another human to love me so fully I thought I would implode
But as long as I had you by my side I felt safe
I felt reassured
I was mesmerized by you
Now 2024 has come to my doorstep
The past is a closed door
Cuttin soul ties
No more formulated lies
No more half truths and deceptive eyes
No more smiling when you cry
I realized I used to love you for so long
I thought it would kill me to get over you
I would constantly beat my heart to black and blue
Wanting to get closer to your heart
Playing the same memories constantly in my brain
For years the thought of you was driving me insane
I just wanted you
And when I can’t get what I wanted it tore me apart
Like a knife stab to the heart
Over and over again
The cracking and bleeding persisted
It’s been over 3 years now
I think my heart is finally healing
No more turmoil over you
No more fucking bleeding
No more songs that remind me of you when I drive down the road
No more boys who resemble you when I cross the street
I’m done looking at my own 2 left feet
Done looking in the mirror trying to find you inside of me
My heart is cleared out of you
No more repetitive thoughts about missing the idea of what we should have been
I feel so free now
I’m done feeling like a clown
No more mental mind games
Not another single heartbreak
Just you without me
And me without you
2 separate paths we walk
And I’ve come to accept what I can not change
I don’t miss you anymore
I really don’t even think about you
Your only a passing thought
I’ve been cuttin soul ties
No more games
No more dumb lies
No more stress about who your with
No more cheating games and deceptive sly tricks of the hand
Just starting fresh
A new me
Feeling so fucking free
Shouting with emotional glee
2024 is a gift given to me
Cuttin soul ties
I’ve realized I’m better off without you
No more feeling tortured and controlled by what you’ve done to me
How you used to treat me when no one else was watching
Playing with my feelings
How you used to lie without even blinking
I’ve cried all I could have for you
All the tears and the smeared makeup is gone now
I’m free from the idea of you
Of us
Now I’m moving forward
It’s Emotionally and mentally so relieving
I’ve finally done it
Im finally, truly free
By Cuttin soul ties



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