Can't find the words meant to come out
But I'm really trying to figure things out
Everything I say just doesn't sound right
Everything I do just feels so wrong
Emotions run so high
Even though I'm oh so silent
I really just want to scream my head off
I overthink everything I ever think about
Nights I can't sleep are spent just thinking
What will the future be like for everyone?
What will I become as time goes by?
Whatever happens, I'm always going to be me
But will I really stay the woman I am now?
I eat my emotions with things I know I shouldn't
I hurt more than anything in most every way
I think but I...